ABOUT?

rainbow div
NAME:
Saint / Brynn / Q / Talbot
also Grimes, Lily, Spy, or whatever silly user I have.
PRONOUNS:
none/null/name only
he/him ⋆ q/q ⋆ qi/qim ⋆ haze/ ⋆ spy/spies ⋆ star/s ⋆ pale/s
I highly prefer you refer to me with neos or my names only.
I do not use they/them.
AGE:
formerly 8 (presently 22)


BLM. ACAB. FREE PALESTINE.

No DNI, I block liberally and freely. Don't be a freak and you're fine.
Please do not speak to me if you are a TIRF/baeddel, or unironically transmisandrist. I do not give a damn about pettyarguments over gay flags and labels; as long as you don't hurt others or children, I literally don't care what you identify with.
normal ship
I hate "consang" and incest too.

If you annoy me, I will probably block you. It's not always a personal affront, I just currate my internet experience, and so should you. Not everything I disagree with is listed here, obviously. Use your brain. If you want to assume I'm a woke DEI tranny then by all means, block me, DNI, and have a good day.

ame delusional

Semi-ranked in order of particular hyperfixation at the moment, but does not indicate how much long-term autism has been funnelled into them.
  • GAMES:
  • Cookie Run Kingdom
  • Dead by Daylight
  • Honkai: Starrail
  • Resident Evil
  • Fortnite
  • Team Fortress 2
  • Terraria
  • Cube Escape & Rusty Lake
  • Disco Elysium
  • Dislyte
  • FAITH
  • Project Zomboid
  • Roblox
  • Silent Hill
  • Starbound
  • Among Us
  • Bee Swarm Simulator
  • Blade and Soul
  • Dress to Impress
  • Everskies
  • Fatal Frame
  • Grounded
  • Minecraft
  • Needy Streamer Overload
  • Ponytown
  • Psychonauts
  • Roblox badge collectors/find-thes
  • Saya no Uta
  • Stardew Valley
  • The Division
  • The Forest
  • Valorant
  • Wynncraft
  • COMFORT CHARACTERS:
  • I really care about them a lot!!
  • Shadow Milk Cookie | CRK
  • Golden Cheese Cookie | CRK
  • Pure Vanilla Cookie | CRK
  • Clara & Svarog | HSR
  • Custard Cookie III | CRK
  • Kafka | HSR
  • Sable Ward | DbD
  • TV/MOVIE:
  • Jeopardy!
  • Babylon 5
  • Star Trek
  • Breaking Bad
  • Emesis Blue
  • Lost in Space
  • Ring (1998)
  • Stargate
  • MUSIC:
  • Depeche Mode
  • Ethel Cain
  • Megan Thee Stallion
  • Man Man
  • Madder Mortem
  • Red Hot Chili Peppers
  • not a comprehensive list, I tend to keep most of my listening private.
  • I ALSO LOVE:
  • the colour green!!
  • my OCs
  • Gamer Supps
  • Vocaloid
  • frogs, butterflies, spiders
  • coffee, espresso martinis
  • faeries
  • knives collecting
  • science, biology, chemistry, botany
  • fashion: faecore, grunge, dark coquette, office siren, corp goth

Here's a silly kin list. I do not take this very seriously, it's fine if you do, though I am sensitive to the characters I care about and don't really want to hear them being degraded, reasonably. Idc about "doubles." Don't look at me I'm insane.
  • Ada Wong | RE
  • Castorice | HSR
  • Hilda | Dislyte
  • Klaasje Amandou | DE
  • Lyta Alexander | B5
  • Serval Landau | HSR
  • Adriana Imai | DbD
  • Maria | SH
  • Tryks | DbD
  • Talia Winters | B5
  • Feng Min | DbD
  • Jiang Man | Dislyte
  • June Harris | LinS
  • Londo Mollari | B5
  • Salvatore Moreau | RE
  • Sasha Nein | Psn
  • Tiffany Robinson | FAITH
...

I don't really know how to describe the following category. It isn't easily defined. It's not kinning or tulpa. It's definitely mental illness. The closest term I could use is "IDs" or "literally me" but I don't like that either tbh. It's extremely complex to me but I cba to explain to anybody.

It doesn't matter if you understand or not, but it should be really obvious that I have a special connection to these highest few. I may refer to us interchangeably. I don't want you to respond or treat me any specific way because of this - honestly, just ignore it - I only ask that you withhold judgement. Thanks.

Talbot Grimes
The Spy
The Herta
White Lily C.
Eternal Sugar C.

  • I don't want to be friends with or DM minors. It's okay to interact but I have no interest in befriending people under 18.
  • I have autism, I am horrible with tones including my own. I'm probably not bothered even if I sound it.
  • I'm also inept. If I do something that upsets you, it's so rarely malicious, and I almost certainly am not aware that I did something wrong unless you tell me. I'm not a mind reader; I require healthy communication and confrontation, otherwise, we are incompatible as friends.
  • I despise vague posting, i.e, referring to me passive aggressively in your Discord status or posts. I will not tolerate petty shit-talking, in front of or behind my back.
  • I have thought disorders that affect both my texting & speech. My grammar and spelling is very inconsistent.
  • I may exhibit a disorganised attachment style. I may exhibit a whole lot of disorderly things tbh.