ABOUT?

rainbow div
NAME:
Q / Talbot / Spy
also Grimes, Gene, or whatever silly user I have.
PRONOUNS:
none/null/name only
he/him ⋆ spy/spies ⋆ star/s ⋆ haze/ ⋆ pale/s ⋆ marsh/
I highly prefer non-friends to refer to me with neos or my names only.
I do not use they/them.
AGE:
formerly 8 (presently 21)


BLM. ACAB. FREE PALESTINE.

IF YOU DISAGREE, WE ARE FUNDAMENTALLY INCOMPATABLE.

Please do not speak to me if you are a TIRF/baeddel, or unironically transmisandrist. I do not give a damn about petty arguments over gay flags and labels, don't hurt others or children, and I literally don't care what you identify with.
I abhor illiterate "pro-shipping" and paedos. "Consang" and incest too.

If you annoy me, I will probably block you. It's not always a personal affront, I just currate my internet experience, and so should you.

Not everything I disagree with is listed here, obviously. Use your brain.

Semi-ranked in order of particular hyperfixation at the moment, but does not indicate how much long-term autism has been funnelled into them.
  • GAMES:
  • Dead by Daylight
  • Team Fortress 2
  • Resident Evil
  • Needy Streamer Overload
  • Fortnite
  • Terraria
  • Project Zomboid
  • Silent Hill
  • Starbound
  • Roblox
  • Cube Escape & Rusty Lake
  • FAITH
  • Grounded
  • Minecraft
  • Wynncraft
  • Disco Elysium
  • Blade and Soul
  • Everskies
  • Ponytown
  • Psychonauts
  • The Division
  • Bee Swarm Simulator
  • Dress to Impress
  • Roblox badge collectors/find-thes
  • Valorant
  • The Forest
  • TV/MOVIE:
  • Jeopardy!
  • Emesis Blue
  • Babylon 5
  • Star Trek
  • Ring (1998)
  • Breaking Bad
  • Lost in Space
  • Stargate
  • MUSIC:
  • Charli XCX
  • Megan Thee Stallion
  • Man Man
  • Madder Mortem
  • Ethel Cain
  • Beyoncé
  • Post Malone
  • Depeche Mode
  • SZA
  • Ella Mai
  • System of a Down
  • Red Hot Chili Peppers
  • Sabrina Carpenter
  • Alice in Chains
  • BLACKPINK
  • 21 Savage
  • TOOPOOR
  • Bauhaus
  • Joy Division
  • Type O Negative
  • Sisters of Mercy
  • Woods Of Ypres
  • Electric Wizard
  • Stutterfly
  • Jex Toth
  • Mount Salem
  • Korn
  • White Lung
  • Hozier
  • Cardi B
  • TLC
  • I ALSO LOVE:
  • the colour green!!
  • Gamer Supps
  • Vocaloid
  • frogs, butterflies, spiders
  • coffee, espresso martinis
  • faeries
  • knives collecting
  • science, biology, chemistry
  • fashion: faecore, grunge, dark coquette, office siren, corp goth

Here's a silly kin list. I do not take this very seriously, it's fine if you do, though I am sensitive to the characters I care about and don't really want to hear them being degraded, reasonably. Idc about "doubles." Don't look at me I'm insane.
  • Ada Wong | RE
  • Lyta Alexander | B5
  • Adriana Imai | DbD
  • Ame | NSO
  • Serval Landau | HSR
  • Q | ST
  • Maria | SH
  • Min Feng | DbD
  • Talia Winters | B5
  • June Harris | LIS
  • Tiffany Robinson | FAITH
  • Londo Mollari | B5
  • Salvatore Moreau | RE
  • Sasha Nein | Psn
...

I don't really know how to describe the following category. It isn't easily defined. It's not kinning or tulpa. It's definitely mental illness. The closest term I could use is "IDs" or "literally me" but I don't like that either tbh. It's extremely complex to me but I cba to explain to anybody.

It doesn't really matter if you understand or not, but it should be really obvious that I have a special connection to these highest few. I may refer to us interchangeably. I don't want you to respond or treat me any specific way because of this - honestly, just ignore it - I only ask that you withhold judgement. Thanks besties.

Talbot Grimes
The Spy
The Herta

  • I don't like talking to minors past the surface level, sorry.
  • I have autism, I am horrible with tones including my own. I'm probably not bothered even if I sound it.
  • I'm also inept. If I do something that upsets you, it's so rarely malicious, and I almost certainly am not aware that I did something wrong unless you tell me. I'm not a mind reader; I require healthy communication and confrontation, otherwise, we are incompatible as friends.
  • I despise vague posting, i.e, referring to me passive aggressively in your Discord status or posts. I will not tolerate petty shit-talking, in front of or behind my back.
  • I have thought disorders that affect both my texting & speech. My grammar and spelling is very inconsistent. I have to try actively to avoid this, so in the speed of live conversations, I'm probably less capable to do so in comparison to long-form writing (like this!)